inspiracion, gracias

Hoy debo creer, debo ser un hombre de fé
Me encuentro completo, vivo ahora y no despues
Hoy me levanto bien, hoy no tengo miedo a perder
Y estoy despertando la conciencia de mi ser

Hoy debo creer, debo ser un hombre de fé
Mis ojos al cielo y en la tierra estan mis pies
Me empiezo a conocer, hoy se que me pone bien
y estoy despertando la conciencia de mi ser...

-E. Pena, Raul Al
"Hombre de Fe" , Aleks Syntek

So here's the thing: Just because I am not sure about what I am doing with you, it doesn't give you the right to ignore us. It's going to be too late when you realize your mistake and see what a fool you have made of yourself by dismissing me on a hunch. Does the previous statement sound bitter? You betcha' it does! That's why I'm writing it, typing away on my handheld at 2:00am so I can feel better about in the morning, I don't think I've ever felt like this, what a blow on my ego, but I know I am way stronger than this. Good night

bad back part deux

Out for a jog, after more than 6 weeks of no workout, I hope my back can take it.
I pray for good health, to feel good from the inside as well as on the outside, focused and enlightened.

pulled in two different directions...

Feel like I've been lured simultaneously in two different directions. Someone told me that I nostalgically long for the simpler days to return, but they won't; they cannot. Once you accept the fact that your future is more complex than the memories of your past, you'll have a shot at what's most important to you.

what about now?

Why are you acting like you are surprised to see me?

Pain is what got us here in the first place

You will always now better than that today for the mistakes you will make tomorrow.

There’s nothing wrong with my dysfunctional heart.

is taking a "bad hair day" to the outer limits =:O

had too much fun last night ... :D